my mind is spilling over but filling all the same, an endless fountain of lost reason, staining my hollow eyes
my heart is turning to sand inside my chest, numbing my nose with the scent of burning wax
my arms are motionless with the overpowering emptyness of my fake emotion
it'll pass
it'll pass
again, it returns
again, again
the fake emotion
fake
emotion
the invisible taste
the fake emotion
fake emotion
My pretty, little flower.
Can I stay and watch you wilt?
My pretty, little flower.
Can you feel the guilt?
My sad, worn out flower.
Dry your eyes for me.
My sad, worn out flower.
Grow again, please.
My poor, weed-like flower.
Look at what you are.
My poor, weed-like flower.
You never really got far.
Good bye my blackened flower.
Your beauty is deceiving.
Good bye my blackened flower.
You really are worth leaving.
What do you, What do you want me to be? What do you wanna, wanna see? When I was with you, I felt so free. What happened to your beauty? Well, you're still and angel to me.
You turned your back on what we have, what we had. I still love you, is that so bad? Don't yell so loud, please don't be mad. You're my life, why I live. What can I do to make you glad?
My heart was broken, torn in two. Those things I said, well they weren't true. I still love you. I really do. Now how do you feel? Can we pull through?
You turned your back on what we have, what we had. I still love you, is that so bad? Don't yell so loud, please don't be m
It was raining heavily at exactly 7:30pm. You could hear the symphony of frogs and other amphibious creatures all around, and although it was well into winter, the temperature was oddly warm. Purple rain boots were on her feet and a large, quite ominous black umbrella loomed over her head like a cloud. She had a dark blue coat that came up her neck and to her jaw bone with big, shiny black buttons. She had black pants that clung to her small figure like wet spiderwebs, but she wasn't wet from the rain. All of a sudden, a shiver thundered up her spine and into her ribs. She felt something breathing, then there was a buzzing in her ea
it starts in my gut with a regretful feeling
the feeling of stickers, worn and peeling
then rises to my stomach and makes me sick
my shoulders twitch revealing my annoying tick
then all at once it encloses my heart
with a piercing feeling as it tears me apart
it's not about the tears
but the knee shaking fears
no matter how hard I try
I can never hide
it will always come back
my panic attack
Hey, merry Christmas from me to you.
This time, Christmas is a little bit new.
In fact, I think it's better.
Sorry this poem doesn't come with a letter.
But, hey. You guys rock!
When you come to my door, you guys will knock.
Dad, your brownies will always make me smile.
Mom, you help me with my homework, even if it takes a while.
You both have always been there for me.
By the way, kick ass Christmas tree.
You both have taught me life lessons I'll never forget.
Like "Never, ever smoke a cigarette."
You're such wonderful guys.
You were the beginning of my collection of ties.
What I'm really trying to say is "Thanks a lot!"
For al
how apologetic i feel
from this tragic ordeal
my actions direct
yet lacking intellect
and so i'm write this
to settle what's amiss
because i'm not glad
for i've made you sad
what i'm trying to say
is "can we turn it the other way?"
i hope it wont take a while
cause i really like your smile
https://www.mychemicalromance.com/product/limited-edition-venganza-vest-and-usb&cmpid=0309/MCR/featured/mainsite/venganza/image
isn't it beautiful? it's limited edition too. i could have been able to get this too. but no, yet another thing my FUCKING MOM put on the 'wont allow' list. FUCK!!!
it's so pretty :[ shit.
i'm SO sick of hearing about twilight. i don't fucking care, got it?
oh, lol btw....
http://i185.photobucket.com/albums/x163/xXgothfrenchgirlxX/zvtsmh.gif
on a brighter note, i ordered mcr's bullets cd. it finally came :]